Yesterday I had a beautiful full moon circle led by my best friend; we have both a new moon and full moon meeting every month, and it’s something I value SO much. She also helped me last week with an energy healing session because I was NOT feeling good. I was low, super low.
The theme of both of these beautiful gatherings was TRUST TRUST TRUST!!!!!!
I sometimes get nervous when I feel so badly because it reminds me of a time where I didn’t know myself. It reminds me of feeling so disconnect with the world. It reminds me of the state that I lived in for so long, and I fear going back to that at times.
When I’m feeling low, I am just fearful in general. I’m constantly in an anxious state and I can physically feel it in my body.
During my reading, she mentioned to return to TRUST. Trust in myself, and trust in the universe and its divine powers to bring me where I am meant to be. I realized that I really did forget to trust in the connection of my life. I forgot to trust that everything is working for me, not against me. I forgot that in order to grow and jump head first into life I HAVE TO TRUST.
Whenever I am feeling clear, it’s because I’m trusting myself and that I am where I am meant to be. Whenever I am feeling fear – there’s absolutely no trust involved.
It’s important during these times to remember the practices I’ve cultivated over the last 6 years and return to them. They help me remember to trust that everything is working out as its supposed to and we live in a world of unlimited possibilites.
Wanted to send this message out that it’s important to TRUST YOU ARE WHERE YOU ARE MEANT TO BE. I’m sitting on a break from my 9-5 job, today has been way less anxiety inducing because I remember now why I am here. I trust I am where I am for a reason.
Trust in you love, you got this.